I used to make them when I was in my teens and early 20's and then I stopped somewhere around the time Eriks was born and they always get broken anyhow. What was the point of I didn't stick to them?
I'm not making any this year either. However, I am making goals for myself this year and am going to do what I can to stick to them. As outgoing as I am, I have very little self-confidence in accomplishing things. I get frustrated and give up. Then I get ticked at myself for getting both frustrated and giving up. Not a very healthy relationship with myself in that sense.
My cardiologist has a stress test scheduled for me in just over 2 months. I have never done one and I'm EXTREMELY nervous about it. I don't exercise and I'm about 30-40 lbs overweight. I carry my weight well but my pants size is about 6 sizes bigger than I want it to be. So one of my goals starting next week is that I'm going to spend 20 minutes exercising 3 times a week and making healthier food choices. Part of my issue is I tend to skip breakfast because I'm not a breakfast eater. I hate eggs and often eggs/egg whites is what people who eat healthy have for breakfast. I can't stand the texture, the taste or the smell. So I've got to look at other filling options. I'd like to be at least 10-15 lbs lighter in 2 months and be able to handle the stress test better. I also think that if I blog about it, it makes me accountable. So expect to be hearing about it here.
Another goal is patience. Especially with my children. A horrible quirk of mine is that I have pretty bad OCD issues on certain things. I am meticulous about where things sit or are. When my kids move things on end tables or wherever they are, I flip about them not being where I put them. Lane gets to deal with this too. More often if he puts something back on the wrong place and I go to find it and it's not there. I hate disorder. This stems from the the fact that so much in my life has not been in my control - my health, my husband's military job...that I've taken other things to the extreme. I got better for awhile. I used to clean house at 10 pm and it drove Lane crazy. So much so that he'd take stuff out of my hands and tell me enough. I haven't gone back to scrubbing the bathroom and toilets late at night but I'm definitely doing other things instead of unwinding. I lose it when stuff isn't in its proper place. So I'm going to work on not doing that.
My last goal (because I think 3 is enough) is to find a love of something. I don't do anything for myself. It's all about taking care of my family. I need to get myself out of the house at least once a week and do something for myself. Pottery, painting, photography...something. I think if I did more for myself, I'd be a better wife and mother. I wouldn't resent all the other things I do as a wife and mom if I did something that makes me happy. Over the next few weeks, I'm going to be looking for something that gets me time for myself and makes me happy.
So do any of my readers have an goals or resolutions they'd like to share?